Why 'self realization'?
Self realization is THE most fundamental life task of EVERYBODY, and everybody has a potential and natural desire and motivation for it, though this is almost always to varying extents covered up or occluded and distorted. It is not imposed upon us by any external agent (such as 'God') but is implicit and intrinsic in the fact of our coming into incarnated (physical) life. As I have explained in Exit 'Spirituality' - Enter Clear-Mindedness, not only religions but ALL so-called spiritual paths have in their different ways, and in some cases very subtly, diverted people away from this true life task of theirs of self realization (in addition to other, more individual-specific life tasks).
So, what, then, is self realization? Is it doing a bit of Yoga or Tai Chi and perhaps some manifestation practices (e.g. to get rich quickly or to get an 'ideal' partner or your dream mobile phone) to make your life supposedly better? Or is it going off to meditate in a cave or monastery for the rest of your years?
No, it isn't either of those, and is much more fundamental and all-including - but it does make your life MUCH better, including almost always in all sorts of ways you'd never considered as possibilities for yourself. True and full self realization is based on the understanding that our underlying and true nature and identity is none other than the all-pervading fundamental consciousness (or universal consciousness) itself - which is 'the Ultimate' as far as anyone can tell. It transcends all concepts of 'God', 'Spirit', supposed higher beings or supposed higher levels of reality, and so is the 'highest' reality that we can ever know of. It is not something separate from yourself which you can worship, because it is you and everything. The moment you are into even the slightest trace of worshiping, you are way off-course for self realization.
When you become 'enlightened' (I would prefer to say, when you gain fundamental clarity) you perceive directly this fundamental consciousness as being your true nature and identity. However, that is only a particular, albeit fundamental and crucial, stage in your self realization process. Self realization is the process of making fully manifest your true nature as fundamental consciousness itself - so that you become a full, undistorted manifestation of your true nature, whose basis is vibrant awareness, love, fully responsible free choice, positivity, creativity, and the egoless individual power which naturally flows from these.
Through the self realization process you do NOT lose your identity. Rather, you lose all your limiting false IDs, all your 'masks' and pretences, and discover your true identity as a micro-aspect or micro-facet of fundamental consciousness. You thus become truly FREE. Few people know what real freedom is, because it is so difficult to describe meaningfully - but you come to experience more and more of it as you continue your self realization process.
You do not find the ultimate happiness by seeking happiness. Instead you discover it through your self realization process.
This site, therefore, is about the true means to come into enduring and deeply meaningful happiness and freedom, which remains unsullied regardless of what life may appear to be throwing at you. In order to achieve that it is necessary to clear out all obstructions and negative influences (including ALL beliefs and held opinions, however deeply seated or ingrained) which you are carrying.
As hard personal experience has shown me, the overriding proportion of such obstructions and negative influences is a result of interference from the astral forces of unawareness / delusion, ego power, control, fear and negativity - what many people know (not altogether appropriately) as 'the forces of darkness' or 'dark forces'.
For this reason, on this site I give much information about how the astral forces are interfering with ALL humans, including accounts of my own often severe personal experiences with the astral ('dark') entities, and how we can securely, safely and indeed joyfully clear ourselves of their interferences and become truly free and self realized, living abundant and vibrantly happy lives.
To this end, on this site I introduce and describe or at least point to methods to clear out old emotional issues and traumas, rigid patterns of outlook, and all manner of habitual physical distortions and other misuses of the body. You can find out effective ways of letting go of addictions and of actually resolving or healing so-called mental illness and 'personality disorders' - particularly as I show clearly from my own insights based on experiences of my own, what the real causes of these are and the ways in which the medical and mental healthcare services fail us almost completely over such issues (see, for example, My Little Brush With Psychiatry and Night Terrors and Hearing Voices).
I also show how religion and 'spirituality' as normally understood cannot properly resolve the latter issues, and how self realization is the one overall way forward.
Project Clear Mind Agent - What is it?
Which of the following do you reckon it is?- A secret government agency's scheme (no doubt the CIA's, because if anything stinks it's their fault - everyone knows that!) to brainwash every man, woman, child and free-thinking hippopotamus on Planet Earth for their own nefarious purposes.
- A top secret experimental project to produce a super-effective nerve gas to make every affected person's mind go blank.
- The development of a new generation of user-programmable energy device to powerfully assist people in their self realization, self healing and clearing out from themselves of all entities and astral interferences and influences.
- A covert sort-of Spies for Peace network, except that this one is actually 'spies for enlightenment'.
- Developing the ultimate crime-busting methodology.
- Developing a new torture
method based on an
esoteric meditation practice.
- A blockbuster thriller movie centred around a new publicity gimmick of Mensa.
- A new plot by
Scientologists to steal the
minds of every man, woman, child and gay three-legged salamander on the
planet and boil them up in a great brew of 'controlled clarity' (as
long as all those people's and gay three-legged salamanders' money is
extracted
first).
Shhh! Don't tell anyone - they might get too interested and do themselves a world of good!
"It's really cool to be normal..."
Portrait of a normal person
Why are you banging your head against that wall?
(later) ...So, you're still banging your head against that wall, then!Sorry, I don't have time to stop and think about such things. I'm too busy banging my head against this wall. -- Oh, please do me a favour and pass the Paracetamol... -- And while you're about it, please bring the television round here so that I can watch it while I'm banging my head on this wall. You do need some entertainment to make life bearable, you know...
Do you really mean that I shouldn't do what I enjoy? People should be free to do what they enjoy! That's what we're here for - to enjoy ourselves!
Portrait of a self realized, healthily functioning person
Why aren't you banging your head against that wall?
Oh, that! I tried it a long time ago, and it hurt and was most incredibly boring. Just look at my freedom and clarity and ease of being and all the happiness and abundance in my life now because I don't keep doing that silly thing and getting stuck in pointless ruts!
Well, in that case, at least you can take some Haloperidol to help cure you of your condition.
- Er, you're telling me that H- (expletive censored) is a self realization aid and brings happiness and abundance and positivity to one's life?
...And more use of your television would also help cure you...
What television? Where? My life is so full of wonderful things, why would I need one of those? ...Okay, if I ever have cause to get a big hole made in my head I'll consider getting a television at the same time...
(later) ...I see you're still not banging your head against that wall! Don't you ever let your hair down and enjoy yourself? You really should, you know. It's unnatural and not normal if you don't just let go and enjoy yourself a bit. ...You're nuts!
Then best not to eat me if you're sensitive to them!
Are you really so sure you want to be 'normal'?
